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Been single for a year.

jakesonaplane:

Okay, it’s getting old

Thought i was the only one who thought this.

i am still finding his cigarettes in various parts of my life. i’ll never really be free of him.

“Everyone, at some point in their lives, wakes up in the middle of the night with the feeling that they are all alone in the world, and that nobody loves them now and that nobody will ever love them, and that they will never have a decent night’s sleep again and will spend their lives wandering blearily around a loveless landscape, hoping desperately that their circumstances will improve, but suspecting, in their heart of hearts, that they will remain unloved forever.”
— Lemony Snicket (via rhythm-reason-harmony)

Sometimes I feel this way for years at a time.

“In that drunken place you would like to hand your heart to her and say touch it but then give it back.”
— Bukowski (via hellobeatrice)
“there are worse things than
being alone
but it often takes decades
to realize this
and most often
when you do
it’s too late
and there’s nothing worse
than
too late.”
— Charles Bukowski (via nihilistwaffles)

rachaelll:

“The most important thing I have ever built in my whole life is your trust.”

“I don’t think there’s anything sadder than when two people are meant to be together and something intervenes.”
— Walter Bishop (via rosettes)

(via rosettes)

Spent the entire day in my bed. I need new friends.